Sunday, January 14, 2007
Missing someone right now, but don think he knows.He's probably glued to his seat in front of his mushroom game.Haiz.. wish he can be here to cuddle me,tuck me in bed and give me a peck on the forehead before I drifted off to dreamland.
=( Been feeling very unhappy in workplace. I really wana prove them wrong by persevering on, but it just gets more and more exhausting. It's not about the workload and the cleanroom environment. I don get appreciated there. No matter how much effort I put in, the boss is blind to them. Colleagues talk behind your back, gossiping, even to the extent of betting how long you'll stay on. AEs don respect you, treat you like a pushover,just because you are new and inexperienced. Mentor boss you around, treat you like dirt, pile you up with work and reprimand you for the slightest thing. All these are what I get for believing in myself and persevering on. It's really not worth it.
Maybe it's time I give up.
